Halloween

25Oct08

Cyanide and Happiness, a daily webcomic
Cyanide & Happiness @ Explosm.net

Cyanide and Happiness, a daily webcomic
Cyanide & Happiness @ Explosm.net

Cyanide and Happiness, a daily webcomic
Cyanide & Happiness @ Explosm.net

Yes, I finally found the time to actually blog. It feels weird. It’s been what? 10 days? I wonder who sincerely missed me. Anyway, time for the real post…

He walks in, and the look on his face when he sees me is priceless. I sit there in my ivory dress, pulling off the Greek goddess look I had in mind. Watching him look at me and feeling the warmth in his eyes spread through my body. I smile at him. We head out together. The butterflies flutter around in my stomach as the nervousness builds up. All eyes will be on me. I don’t especially like this kind of attention. He holds onto my hand, stroking it, and I’m comforted.

I let go of his hand, smiling at him and tearing up all at once. It all feels so surreal. I keep reminding myself that I’m married to him, that although I’m letting go of his hand, he’s mine. I walk in. My mom is crying at the door. The ululations filling my ears. My vision is blurred. I’m crying. I try to stop, but I can’t. My cousins are standing in a line to the right of my red velvet throne. It takes me a long while to get to it, even though the distance seemed short at first. I blink back my tears, trying not to mess up my minimal make up. That doesn’t work. Everywhere I look there are people crying. I can’t not cry with them. My tears are of joy and ultimate satisfaction. I am content. I sit, and I am content with everything.

I get restless as I wait to be with him again. I smile for the cameras, make small talk with friends and strangers, and try to store the images before me in my head. I’m with him again, and I’m with him always. It’s been a little over two weeks, and nothing matters more than his happiness. Nothing.

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33 Responses to “Halloween”

  1. πŸ™‚ that’s the sweetest thing ever! allah yes3edkom enshallah and la yefere2kon 3an ba3d

  2. Chika
    Thanks;*

  3. Awwwww hunnnn that’s adorable :* yala ywafgkom w yas3dkom w ytamim hal far7a 3alaikom decades to come :*

    p.s. I truly missed you *blushes*

  4. FourMe
    Hehe, allah ysalmech;*

    7ayaty! *Hug*

  5. go away – not allowed to blog for the first month of marriage at least – yallah hiya shu hathi gilat il 2adab ba3ad???

    yallah mabi achoof rag3at wayhich lain december

  6. allah yehaneekom..it’s a great feeling:)

  7. CRYF!!!!

  8. sounds like a lovely isti8bal/3irs… allah yihaneekum dear o dowm inshala far7atkum:*

  9. 9 F.

    Aww! ;*

    I want to see you! I want to hug you hard!

    πŸ˜›

    That sounded very wrong…but I’m sure you know what I mean.

    P.S. When we see each other I’m gonna want to see pictures if you don’t mind.
    P.S.S. I was just venting out on poor Hussain that none of you guys have been posting lately. I really DO miss you.

  10. waaiiii 7ayaty i miss you :***

    alla eytmim ya rab o eykhlekom 7ag ba3th πŸ™‚

    so sweet walla πŸ™‚

    enzain naby details ;p kintaw t7boon ba3th? wela kh6bat ahaal? ;p

    ah9aar bil khe6ba? il 3ers? il melcha? laylat il dokhla? ;p LOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOL

    jk wala ma naby the last part ;’p

    bas 3roosa lazim en6frich hehehe

    Love u :**

  11. ana ma3a 3anoooodaaa
    manaby nas in love ib our blogs:P

  12. 3anooda
    Lol, I can’t not blog.

    big pearls
    Allah ysalmech, it is πŸ™‚

    Mrm
    HUGF!!!!

    lone.rangeress.63
    Thanks, allah ysalmech;*

    F.
    Lol, I wanna hug you, too! Come pay us a visit. I have three hour breaks every single day.

    I will definitely show you pictures, but I’m saving the album until it’s time for you guys to come over;D

    I miss you, too. I will be posting more often. I promise.

    PaLoMiNo
    I miss you! Tara I read your blog, bas lel2asaf I don’t have time to comment;\

    Allah ysalmech;*

    Hehe, I’ll keep the details to myself, and the wedding hasn’t happen yet. In a few more months inshallah πŸ™‚

  13. um-mit3ib
    Lol, read my comment to her, and you’re just jealous;p

  14. your making me all mushy…

  15. Rawr
    I hope that’s a good thing;p

  16. Aawwww
    All the best sweetie,
    o 3sa Allah yj3al kil ayyamkom 7ob o sa3ada
    .
    .
    *blowing kisses your way*

  17. Glitzy
    7bbti! Same to you;*

  18. walaiiiin crying in sad posts o gilna ok ba3ad crying in happy posts :r

  19. damn cartoons still get me every time ……

  20. Do0da
    Ee, I cry from happiness. Do you mind? πŸ˜›

    Tethakartek bel weekend. I watched Forgetting Sarah Marshall;p Isn’t Snow amazingly funny? He’s my favorite!

    KTDP
    Lol, I’m glad cuz same here;p

  21. HAHAHA snow rocks πŸ˜›

    his lines were perfect i mean c’mon who says something like this and manages to pull it off πŸ˜›

    I’ve lost a shoe… have you seen it anywhere? Excuse me, missus, I’ve lost a shoe… like this one. It’s like this one’s fellow… it’s sort of the exact opposite in fact of that – not an evil version but just, you know, a shoe like this… but for the other foot. Otherwise I’d have two right…

    bes my fav would have to be Darald πŸ˜› his “God put our mouths on our head for a reason. No! “ line still cracks me up πŸ˜›

    btw i have his movie songs πŸ˜› if ur interested

  22. Do0da
    Lol, he’s my favorite character;p

    Hehe, I agree!

    No! He’s annoying! How can he be your favorite? It’s like, get on with it already!

    No, thanks πŸ˜›

  23. i cried while reading this! god bless u and him

    wish u all happiness

  24. Spur
    Thank you:)

  25. My god the TV one killed me..

    The female bloggers should all record their “ululations” for you.

  26. Suspic
    Hehe;p

    I agree!

  27. I was away and got a msg from a friend saying. GUESS WHAT…Amethyst got married and I am so happy to hear that πŸ˜€

    GOD bless both of you πŸ™‚ I am so happy…

  28. Amu
    Thank you! I wonder who sent you that message;p

    Thank you so much. That means a lot to me! πŸ™‚

  29. 7ayaty 3adi 3adi :*** kafi u passed by! :***

  30. aaah u made my eyes tear up!
    i sincerely wish u the best and never ending happiness =*

  31. PaLoMiNo
    ;*

    journal entry
    Thanks!;*

  32. 32 DreamerGirl

    Aww!!!!!

    That’s the most gorgeous thing ever, and I wish you both health and happines for the rest of your beautiful lives.

  33. DreamerGirl
    Thank you very much! πŸ™‚


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