Essay 1


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After analyzing the Johari window to prove an argument, I realized that all my anger, frustration, and anxiety lies in the Unknown and comes out in my dreams. The dreams aren’t subtle. They’re strong and unsettling. In each dream, something really bad happens. And what’s worse is things aren’t the way they usually are in the dream. By that I mean people I love don’t seem to love me. They don’t seem to care for whatever bad event turns out in my subconscious. They don’t do anything to stop it. I wonder what it is that makes the dreams happen. Is it because I hesitate to talk about what’s bothering me? Is it because I developed the habit of detaching myself from whatever it is? I refuse to accept the things that cause all these negative feelings, yet I don’t talk about them. What’s the point? I wonder if I’d care that someone didn’t like how I am. I wonder if I’d be willing to listen to someone complain or point their fingers at me. I mean, in complete honesty with myself, would I? I think I would, but then again, it depends on the person. Back to the dreams, they haunt me. I don’t think I want to sleep ever again.


13 Responses to “Essay 1”

  1. I am tired and disgruntled. I feel unsettled, I don’t like you.
    Last night I dreamt that I was burgled and when I awoke the dream was so real that I half expected everything to be gone when I got downstairs.

  2. mariana
    And? 🙂

  3. 3 F.

    The other day I dreamt that I was shot in the back of the head by a Mickey Rourke look-alike and then my nose bled…

    Don’t you just love dreams and the perspectives into other worlds that they give? 🙂

  4. F.
    That’s disturbing;\

    Dreams, yes. Bad dreams, no. Nightmares, no.

  5. thinks where there. I had my breakfast but I was still upset.

  6. i cant remember the last time i had a proper nightmare, even the bad dreams i have i usually enjoy having. I hate waking up from dreams, cuz i never make ti to the ending.

  7. mariana

    Really? That adds to your weirdness.

  8. 8 PaLoMiNo

    I can never remember my dreams!!! ;X

  9. hey, shoot me an email at ( i wana forward u sumthing that might interest u

  10. PaLoMiNo
    I remember my nightmares.


  11. 11 Manutdfanatic

    I feel for you, honey. I hope you feel better, soon. :*

  12. Manutdfanatic

  13. hahah like the first one!
    i might need some puff-puff-pass after this long day at work hahaha =p

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