Overwhelming Silence

27Jul08

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A: What is it?

Amethyst: *shrugs*

A: You brought me here, so you could sit on the floor and stare through the wall?

Amethyst: I don’t know. I thought I had something to say.

A: Talk to me

Amethyst: I said I thought I had something to say. Doesn’t that mean I really had nothing to say?

A: You tell me

Amethyst: I don’t know. I guess I don’t.

A: Don’t cry

Amethyst: I don’t cry.

A: Whatever you say

Amethyst: You know, my friend lent me a hilariously funny book.

A: And?

Amethyst: It’s funny?

A: Okay. You’re crying. This is not working. You can’t cry and talk about a funny book.

Amethyst: Really? Watch me.

A: Khebla. Are you challenging yourself?

Amethyst: No, I’m betraying it.

A: And why are you doing that?

Amethyst: I wasn’t doing it intentionally, and I’m stuck now. That’s the book on top of that pile..

A: You’re stuck?

Amethyst: Trapped?

A: Be brutally honest. I won’t bite.

Amethyst: I never said you would.

A: What’s going on?

Amethyst: I wish I could tell you. You weren’t there when it first started. And me telling you now.. Well, it would just be a waste of time. You can’t help. You know?

A: No, I don’t know. I can always help. We both know that.

Amethyst: Not in this case. I feel like I don’t need any of this.

A: This?

Amethyst: This equals everything I have or am living.. Everything. Just everything, kel shay.

A: Why are you giving up on yourself?

Amethyst: I’m not. I’m giving up on expecting things to work out the way I want them to. For a kid who didn’t like fairy tales, I should’ve learned that happy endings aren’t for real.

A: You already knew that.

Amethyst: Every single time? They’re never there..

A: Really? What if-

Amethyst: No what ifs, remember?

A: Right.

Amethyst: Can we just sit here in silence?

A: Of course

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