Impromptu Life

[UPDATE] Since many liked the idea, I tag The Archer for an “I am” post;)
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A puts me through this every once in a while. This is the most recent. And I love how A is a mystery on this blog;)

I am. I am the little girl who broke her arm in second grade because her cousin lent her roller skates that were too big for her. I am the lady who observes passers by in wonder because they have a life just like and just not like hers. I am the person with a purple internal self. I am the girl who asked her mom if everyone in the world will feel pain. I am the little girl who refuses to cry in front of people, and when she does, she denies it with tears rolling down her cheeks. I am the woman who isn’t afraid to cry when she’s alone. I am the little girl who stares through people she can’t understand. I am the girl whose hand is shaky when she’s upset. I am the friend who won’t let her friend take antidepressants. I am the woman who doesn’t want to go back to being emotionally safe. I am the control freak who needs anxiety pills. I am the girl who learned to bottle things up and not spill them. I am the woman who misplaced her heart somewhere down the road. I am the girl who smiles through her fears and disappointments. I am the little girl who cried for her dad when she had a nightmare as a teenager. I am the lady who blinks back pity when the person she’s talking to looks into her eyes. I am the friend who pushes her issues aside to play therapist. I am the person typing this without doubt.

A, okay? Anything else?

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24 Responses to “Impromptu Life”

  1. 1 haj

    I think this is my favorite post on your whole blog!!

    You amaze me … I can’t say anything else but that.

    Amd I love how you love Justin Nozuka, i think your the only person that admires his music as much as me.

    I love you;*

  2. 2 Amethyst



    I love you for introducing my life to his music;p

    I love you more;*

  3. 3 The Simper

    nice music.. first time i hear about him. i guess i am old πŸ˜›

    and lovely words πŸ™‚ it is the weekend.. just relax and enjoy it πŸ™‚ do nothing .. i is enuff πŸ˜€

  4. 4 manutdfanatic

    I feel the love.

    You are a good person.


  5. 5 manutdfanatic

    I’ve been lovey-dovey marshmallowy all day. Hugs left and right; emotions running high. Heheh.

  6. 6 The Archer

    Wow.. there’s sooo much love in here.

    Great post. Your talent only progresses with time. Love it. πŸ˜€

    And you’re the girl who brights up every room she enters. You’re the girl who warms up our hearts with her kind words. You’re the girl whose beauty outshines Athena’s. You’re Amethyst. πŸ™‚

  7. 7 The Archer


    You’re the girl whose wisdom outshines Athena’s and whose beauty exceeds Aphrodite’s. You’re Amethyst.

  8. 8 eshda3wa

    i love this post!

    i might copy u wasawe wa7ed!

  9. 9 Big Pearls

    I think this post will be around blogs..u’ll start a trend;)

  10. 10 Moniker

    i love how every post on your blog makes me (and i’m sure others!) feel like we are getting to know you very personally πŸ˜€

    oh, and i like archer’s comment :p

    how come you don’t like being emotionally safe?

  11. 11 Amethyst

    The Simper
    Hehe, he’s new:)

    I can’t sit and do nothing. Not my thing;p


    Thank you;*


    Better than being and evil witch;p

    The Archer
    Optimism for a change:)

    If it had feelings, it would love you back;)

    And don’t say things like that!;$


    Hehe, 7abetech el3afya..


    Big Pearls
    Yay! Let’s hope it brings out the good in people:)

    Like it says in my profile, Poshlust is the revelation of moi. No censorship;)

    I do, too.

    Because when you’re emotionally safe, and then you experience being emotionally unstable, it’s confusing. So, I’d rather be emotionally unsafe throughout. It won’t hurt as much. Makes sense?

  12. 12 Vixen

    seems like one heck of a lady : )

  13. 13 Amethyst


  14. 14 Fastidious Babe

    And i am fascinated by who you are, that last part about shrugging off ur problems and hearing out ur friends instead is something i am too familiar with.. it can be therapeutic though.. which is good..

    again.. good stuff x

  15. 15 Amethyst

    Fastidious Babe
    Thank you:)

    It is therapeutic more often than not;)

  16. 16 nyxxie

    awhh wallah 7abbeitech mn elpost πŸ™‚

  17. 17 Amethyst

    7abetech el3afya;*

  18. 18 Soul

    Good going..

    How about the other side ?

    ~ Soul

  19. 19 Soul

    Think harder ..

    ~ Soul

  20. 20 Amethyst

    The “I am not” side?

  21. 21 Soul

    No.. its the IAM side.. but from another version which is more unbiased..

    ~ Soul

  22. 22 Amethyst

    Well, the assignment was to write an “I am” to remind myself of the good person within me. That’s what I came up with.

  23. 23 Soul

    My apologies..

    I was ignorant about.. the reminding of good person part…

    ~ Soul

  24. 24 Amethyst

    No problem:)

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